who needs pro********* ? lol

well yea a song thats a lil' too true .. at places... especially.. the first few lines of verse 1 .. adn the chorus too .. huh ! ... really hv been having a confusing time all this while ! .. not that the fun is missing.. but yes .. things can be made better in more than one regard.. but that just seems to be wishful thinking as of now... but yea i know .. i'll get a chance to put it all right .. but yes ... certain lies... anger me.... u know about them ... dont you... ???? hmmm and yea .....

 

my baby nut went to the hospital tonight .. awwww.. i was scared like shit ... it was so ... scary .. even the thought shook me ... ouch ! and well the sight wasnt that ... gruesome.. but yea she had to go thru that much pain .. uh ! ... its k ! .. we all r here .. hmm .. so just take care of urself.. and be careful ! .. hmmm ... if u wanna scare me .. find an easier way .. hmm ... :) ... and well u know wot.. wot i thought .. y it happened ??? hmmm .. well i was blaming something for it .. lol .. adn i still am .. ahhhh i cant get over that habit,.... lol .. help me ...
had a real .. tough time gettin up today mornin .. huh !... and ET actually had to come home and drag me out of ma bed..lol ... and then .. symposium a.k.a SHYMPOZZEUM .. well was thr for jus 15 mins.. and then ... the "GETTING BORED - CONTAGIOUS VIRUS " hit us all together lol.. and from then till... bout 4 pm .. it was so &*%^*%&%&@%&^&(*(&&Y@$%&#%!^%^$%&%^* huh !... and after that it was all ... lightning pace.. talk of transitions... hehehehe

 

and yea ... ET got a new name ... LOL .. it was PHUNNY .. at times i m scared .. it just come to me some day lol ... i'll pray it doesnt come ... hahahaha .. atleast another 6 months ...LOL .. well some plans been put into place... lets see.. how they turn up ... and well yes .. hv a big job to do tomoro... lets see.. how it turns up ... just hv to do it ...

and well yes .. living alone has been all fun till now ! .. :) except the back breaking work that comes wid it ..:P .. hmm lotsa stuff to be put in place .. in the comin days .. so lets get our heads down .. and get on it ... :) no point listing it all .. the list is gonna be another scary thing lol... a tad bit too long ... and well as the other (D)evil puts it as ... well yea its jus as I out it too .. P. E ... LOL .. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

decipher that ... huh !.. and yea ... thanfully.. simar's status msg is diff than yday .. lol ... she was the broadcaster for the day ... lol .. if they had the prize for yday's breaking news .. she wud hv beaten everyone hollow ... lol .. keep it up .. chick !.. hehehehehe .. and apart from that .. GB .. made another of her 'INFAMOUS' stts ... she gives everyone a fit.. wen she drops one of her lines... ROTFL ... i really am gettin used to such ones now... but they r a treat to hear ! .. and especially if u r right thr .. wen they r spoken ... =)) .. its jus ... way toooooo good ... .lol ... anyways ...

met shikha at stu c .. adn it was such a surprise.. to see my fave girl ! :) .. awww... it was the best thg that happened today ... and well sami needs protection coz my **** r *** ... lol .... hahahahahahahahahhahahaha ... my sides still hurt ... well fget all that and .. chk out the lyrics...


"When I'm Gone"

[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...

[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

Keyword @ No Pain :(